2nd term, 1st day

Today is the start of my -- our -- second term for SY 2007-2008. Supposedly today is one of two toxic days for the week. In our first class, we were dismissed after 20 minutes (that's 8.30). In the second class, the professor didn't show up. I bet I have a last class. My prof in that class is hardly absent. Not that I'm complaining; just sharing. Though I have a bit of an urge to cut class because I want to join my best friend and one of my batchmates in high school Joyce in RP. They're going to buy shoes for their competition on Wednesday, which by the way I'm watching at night but I did not inform my rents yet. How's that. HMM... Oh yeah, and I think Joyce doesn't know that I'll be joining them if ever I decided to cut class. HAHA. Oh well. There goes my first day of class.

Actually I want to go to school just for the sake of being there. I don't want to stay at home for the entire day because I do nothing but eat, watch TV, eat, sleep, eat, soundtrip, eat, play PS2. Oh and did I mention that I EAT?. UGH. But the thing is, I still am not in the condition to be in school, absorbing lessons and extra-curricular activities and everything else in between. Plus -- do not make a big deal out of this; it's just how I am at times -- I do not want any kind of company -- some I don't even want to see -- from teeny-boppy, bubbly people yet. I'm not emo, and I'm not goth either. I'm probably just feeling a bit anti-social for a while. Except for some exception of a few people, I don't mind. Just don't expect me to talk so much. Even if I'm venting it out here I'm still feeling no good. UGH. Maybe this is not working for me anymore. Oh well. Just have to live through it. I'll go to the bookstore later. Maybe that'll cheer me up.

I'm weird. I know. That's how I am.