Patapos na Maging Sino Ka Man. Hay. . . Happy ending pa rin. As usual. Kaso medyo nabobo lang naman ako doon sa part na si Ellie, played by John Lloyd Cruz, e in a state of coma siya tapos bigla na lang nagising na normal siya na parang walang nangyari sa kanya purkit tumalon lang siya ng waterfall. LABO TALAGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Di ko talaga gets 'yon. Promise. XD Anyway, some quotes I got from the Teleserye:
"I never said that I love you." -Sam Milby
O di ba alam kong alam niyo yan! Hahahahaha!
"Ang sakit malamang masaya na ang taong minahal mo. Dahil wala ka na. Dahil lumayo ka na." - Bea Alonzo
O diba sapul! LOLZ XD
"Busy ka. Busying busy ka hanggang sa hindi mo na maramdaman ang dapat mong maramdaman. Alam ko yan. Gawain ko yan dati." - Anne Curtis
Can relate. LOLZ XD
"Kelangan kong magpalaya para maging malaya." - Daduds
Um sorry I don't know what the artist's real name is. Hehe. XD But so true yeah? Haha!
Today is the last day of vacation. Well for most Lasallians at least. I, together with some of my college friends, do not have Wednesday classes. That's how I made my sched. But I'm loaded with my majors on Mondays. So my vacation is still actually extended. LOZ XD. Either way I have to prepare my stuff because I haven't been doing any preparation since I got off from work. Great. . . So um I'll prepare tomorrow.
I went out with my high school buds today. It was uber fun. ^_^ I first went to school to enroll. I met up with my best friend after & went to our house to kill time. Then we went to meet with our friends at the Bambang LRT station; went down at EDSA. Rode the MRT and went down at Shaw Boulevard. We watched Shrek 3 and it was nice. Ate snack first before we watched. After, went window shopping. Ate dinner after and went home. Note: This is summarized. Hehe. Check my multiply for photos. ^_^
I went out with my high school buds today. It was uber fun. ^_^ I first went to school to enroll. I met up with my best friend after & went to our house to kill time. Then we went to meet with our friends at the Bambang LRT station; went down at EDSA. Rode the MRT and went down at Shaw Boulevard. We watched Shrek 3 and it was nice. Ate snack first before we watched. After, went window shopping. Ate dinner after and went home. Note: This is summarized. Hehe. Check my multiply for photos. ^_^
It's been a while. More or less a lot has happened since right? Ahem. Anyway, it was my last day of work last Friday and I thought that I would share that to everyone here in my blog. But sorry to say that laziness got the better of me and gave in. Well at least you guys know already. Not like you'll care right? LOLZ XD
I went out with my childhood friends yesterday and it was fun. Bezzie finally came back from their vacation in their province. We went to meet up at the twins' place then went over to bezzie's place. She and her brother got a haircut which by the way bezzie somewhat got my look but still not the same. Haha! Oh yeah bezzie also brought one of her friends back in high school. She and her bro transferred schools back in fourth grade. When her bro was not yet done, we went to Red Ribbon, a bakeshop, because Kirk and I were craving for Choco-peanut mousse, a new cake from Red Ribbon. Bezzie bought the entire cake and Kirk and I were shocked how we are going to finish it. After Mark, bezzie's bro, was done with his haircut, we went back to the salon to retrieve their digicam because they left it there to charge. Then went to The Fort. It was still not lively when we got there because life in The Fort starts at night; we arrived there like 5 in the afternoon. We just searched for the Krispy Kreme there and bought donuts. I finally got to taste it! It's yummy! ^_^ Went to Greenbelt after, then decided to eat at Saisaki in Glorietta. Nice di ba? LOLZ XD Had dinner, chit-chat. They dropped me off first because I have curfew. They stayed at our place until quarter to twelve, I think. Then they dropped off the others as well.
Basta it was uber fun and I haven't enjoyed their company like that in a while. I guess I'm finally ok. A bit at least. Not completely yet. But I'm getting there. :)
I went out with my childhood friends yesterday and it was fun. Bezzie finally came back from their vacation in their province. We went to meet up at the twins' place then went over to bezzie's place. She and her brother got a haircut which by the way bezzie somewhat got my look but still not the same. Haha! Oh yeah bezzie also brought one of her friends back in high school. She and her bro transferred schools back in fourth grade. When her bro was not yet done, we went to Red Ribbon, a bakeshop, because Kirk and I were craving for Choco-peanut mousse, a new cake from Red Ribbon. Bezzie bought the entire cake and Kirk and I were shocked how we are going to finish it. After Mark, bezzie's bro, was done with his haircut, we went back to the salon to retrieve their digicam because they left it there to charge. Then went to The Fort. It was still not lively when we got there because life in The Fort starts at night; we arrived there like 5 in the afternoon. We just searched for the Krispy Kreme there and bought donuts. I finally got to taste it! It's yummy! ^_^ Went to Greenbelt after, then decided to eat at Saisaki in Glorietta. Nice di ba? LOLZ XD Had dinner, chit-chat. They dropped me off first because I have curfew. They stayed at our place until quarter to twelve, I think. Then they dropped off the others as well.
Basta it was uber fun and I haven't enjoyed their company like that in a while. I guess I'm finally ok. A bit at least. Not completely yet. But I'm getting there. :)
Nung first year inis ako sa kanya kasi hindi niya ginagawa ang trabaho niya bilang Class Officer.
Nung second year seatmates kami. Lagi niya hinihiram notes ko sa Bio. Pag Filipino naman lagi kami maingay kasama si Kendogs. Pag Algeb naman, sa kanya ako humihiram ng notes. Pati nakikikopya sa kanya lalo na pag hindi ko dala glasses ko. =))
Nung third year medyo nagkalayo. Hindi na masyado nakakapagusap. Pero naging groupmate ko siya sa exhibit namin for Social Studies. Nasubukan ko ang pagdrive niya. Ayos naman. Ako ata unang girl na napagdrivan niya na hindi niya relative. Tama ba? May ata naman e. Haha!
Nung fourth year, ayon medyo naging close ulit. Lagi makulit sobra. As in grabe! Sarap patayin yan! LOLZ XD But because of certain circumstances, since second semester hindi na nag-uusap. Pero nabawi naman nung last day. Hahahaha! So anyway,
Happy Birthday Edric Anthony Chan Rocafor!
Tanda mo na!! Super!! LOLZ XD hindi ko sasabihin age. baka magalit sa 'kin e. :D
Nung second year seatmates kami. Lagi niya hinihiram notes ko sa Bio. Pag Filipino naman lagi kami maingay kasama si Kendogs. Pag Algeb naman, sa kanya ako humihiram ng notes. Pati nakikikopya sa kanya lalo na pag hindi ko dala glasses ko. =))
Nung third year medyo nagkalayo. Hindi na masyado nakakapagusap. Pero naging groupmate ko siya sa exhibit namin for Social Studies. Nasubukan ko ang pagdrive niya. Ayos naman. Ako ata unang girl na napagdrivan niya na hindi niya relative. Tama ba? May ata naman e. Haha!
Nung fourth year, ayon medyo naging close ulit. Lagi makulit sobra. As in grabe! Sarap patayin yan! LOLZ XD But because of certain circumstances, since second semester hindi na nag-uusap. Pero nabawi naman nung last day. Hahahaha! So anyway,
Happy Birthday Edric Anthony Chan Rocafor!
Tanda mo na!! Super!! LOLZ XD hindi ko sasabihin age. baka magalit sa 'kin e. :D
kahapon
I have only one comment for yesterday -- I'm happy. :)
Yesterday was a blast! I went out with some of my high school friends. We went to GH by commuting and it was fun. Courtesy of some bloopers from the very start of the day until it ended. It was really fun. I never enjoyed this much in a long while. I missed them a lot without me knowing. Haha! Photos in my Multiply.
My best friend even made an entry in her multiply blog. And that's not a usual thing for her to do. LOLZ! I swear, she was the one who even said that. Haha! We both felt happy. And fulfilled. :)
today
Today has been pretty exciting and fun. I didn't have work because the driver who was suppose to pick me up at 5th avenue station was absent so my aunt sent me home instead. When I was about to go home, I planned to go to my best friend's place because I already told her that I'll be going to her place. But I forgot to ask her how. LOLZ. So I went home instead. Then I sent a message to my friend Kennedy and aksed if he wanted to go to GH today to scout for mobiles. He declined it for tomorrow because he had already planned to meet up with his friends. I went to my high school to enroll my bro. when I went there, I passed by our hangout place before and the cafe was playing Tell Me Where It Hurts by MYMP. Oh yess! Niiiiiiiice! Arrived in my high school but had to wait for the the time til I can enroll my bro. Had a chance to talk to Timtim, one of my high school friends. We were talking about our supposedly dayout tomorrow. Then My childhood friend Kirk sent me a message and invited me if I wanted to go to RP. I asked permission from my mom after I enrolled my bro then I got to join them. We were dropped off to Bambang station then took the LRT. Change of plans and went to MOA instead. Went to Sugarhouse to eat sweets. Walked around, ate dinner at Gumbo. After dinner, we listened to the free semi-concert ? ; the singer sang a number of songs. But one of the songs he sang that made me laugh. It was What About Love? by Lemar. (It's in my playlist in Multiply). So far that's what happened. LOLZ. I'll be having my rest now. ^_^
pride
I'm actually typing this now at 3 o'clock in the morning. Just making a mental note about it. I finally had my sleep earlier than 3am right now. Though the thing is that this time I woke up at 3am. I could just crawl back into my bed and get some been-longing, decent sleep if I wanted to. But the thing is, I don't think I would have. Because my brain's been working again. Like a spark suddenly woke up my brain. And I know better than trying to make my brain shut up when I know it won't. So I decided to blog this out instead. LOLZ I know right. Told you I'm weird in a conventional way. After all, I have a feeling that this would be a making-sense entry. That would be nice compared to my past entries; I haven't had a straight mind to make one in a long while. :D
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My childhood friend Kirk and I had been talking about something that had been long done. Something that was between two of his childhood friends. I, being one of two.
It all started with me telling him about something I found in my Multiply blog account. I had been surfing through my Multiply account yesterday and stumbled across my very first post and remembered what reason I had for making a post in my account and why I wrote the things I wrote there. As far as I can remember, I think I also made that post so early in the morning because I couldn't sleep. Like I had been experiencing for the past 3, take note 3 consecutive days. And I had been feeling lonely whenever I woke up during those 3 days of mind-boggling moments lying in my bed, trying hard to fall asleep. Anyway, back to the topic, I had been reading through the comments people had left in my entry, f.o. -- friendship over. Until I scrolled down to the very end of the page and saw the viewing history of my entry. Thank God for Multiply! I swear! You know who I saw among one of the latest people of my viewing history???? It's the present of my ex-MU. Oooooooooohhh yesssnessss! This is just sweet! She had been readin from the very first entry I made, to the poem I made for him, to the moments of how the day-outs of my childhood buds and I went out. The very first thought in my head was, What the hell are you doing checking out my entries?!?!? I mean seriously, the girl is not in my contacts list; the post had been real old for her to notice it in her update since I made my very first entry on October 14, 2006. Oh yeah, because the posts of the contacts of your contacts can be seen in Multiply if one chooses the medium contacts icon instead of the close contacts. Meaning she, more or less had to go through the hassle of looking for it because as far as my viewing history's data in concerned, she checked it out last December 29, 2006. Wonder if my ex knows about this and who talked her into checking out my entries. Not that I care, just curious. What made me wonder is the reason behind the checking-out because I'm pretty sure she had more important, better stuff to do than wasting her time checking my entries. When I asked Kirk whay he thought about it, he said that the girl probably wanted to see if I had been saying stuff about her. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW!!! If ever. Don't she be a feeler because I wouldn't waste my time saying stuff about her because it would waste my time, I told Kirk. Besides if I did, it wouldn't make me a better person than she is, now would I?. So this info triggered once again the topic I had been so keen in ending, but too relieving to talk about. The conversation's too long and personal for me to post it, so to cut it short, What was, or is, my reason for posting this right now? It's not about me finding out that the girl checked it out. It just so happened that that was what started the conversation. It's actually about what Kirk said to me, Pride is a lonely companion. Oh yesness. I'm experiencing it now. Why do I say so? Because when I let him go, I didn't do it because I did not love him anymore. I never stopped loving you; I just stopped showing it. I still did. I let him go because I didn't know what to do with the situation anymore. I let him go because I was hurt with what he did. Of course I'm hurt because I loved him. Doi. But most importantly, I let him go so that he would be free to choose. My friend knew that what I did only caused me to get hurt, and I know it. I know it will when I decided to do it. But I took the risk. Because if he really loved me, as he say he did back then, he would have still come back to me. That was why I gave him that freedom. That was why I ended it even if I still loved him and that I would be the one hurting in the end. To find out if he truly did love me. I guess it was Pride talking back then huh? Well, I don't have to tell you guys how it ended, because you know.
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I'm trying to live my life without regrets. But if I ever had a regret, it would be that I let my pride get in the way of being able to work things out. I gave up when I said Iwouldn't. Because I was hoping against hope that he'll be the one to prove me wrong. But I guess Iwas expecting too much from him. Even if I knew from the start that he couldn't.
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My childhood friend Kirk and I had been talking about something that had been long done. Something that was between two of his childhood friends. I, being one of two.
It all started with me telling him about something I found in my Multiply blog account. I had been surfing through my Multiply account yesterday and stumbled across my very first post and remembered what reason I had for making a post in my account and why I wrote the things I wrote there. As far as I can remember, I think I also made that post so early in the morning because I couldn't sleep. Like I had been experiencing for the past 3, take note 3 consecutive days. And I had been feeling lonely whenever I woke up during those 3 days of mind-boggling moments lying in my bed, trying hard to fall asleep. Anyway, back to the topic, I had been reading through the comments people had left in my entry, f.o. -- friendship over. Until I scrolled down to the very end of the page and saw the viewing history of my entry. Thank God for Multiply! I swear! You know who I saw among one of the latest people of my viewing history???? It's the present of my ex-MU. Oooooooooohhh yesssnessss! This is just sweet! She had been readin from the very first entry I made, to the poem I made for him, to the moments of how the day-outs of my childhood buds and I went out. The very first thought in my head was, What the hell are you doing checking out my entries?!?!? I mean seriously, the girl is not in my contacts list; the post had been real old for her to notice it in her update since I made my very first entry on October 14, 2006. Oh yeah, because the posts of the contacts of your contacts can be seen in Multiply if one chooses the medium contacts icon instead of the close contacts. Meaning she, more or less had to go through the hassle of looking for it because as far as my viewing history's data in concerned, she checked it out last December 29, 2006. Wonder if my ex knows about this and who talked her into checking out my entries. Not that I care, just curious. What made me wonder is the reason behind the checking-out because I'm pretty sure she had more important, better stuff to do than wasting her time checking my entries. When I asked Kirk whay he thought about it, he said that the girl probably wanted to see if I had been saying stuff about her. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW!!! If ever. Don't she be a feeler because I wouldn't waste my time saying stuff about her because it would waste my time, I told Kirk. Besides if I did, it wouldn't make me a better person than she is, now would I?. So this info triggered once again the topic I had been so keen in ending, but too relieving to talk about. The conversation's too long and personal for me to post it, so to cut it short, What was, or is, my reason for posting this right now? It's not about me finding out that the girl checked it out. It just so happened that that was what started the conversation. It's actually about what Kirk said to me, Pride is a lonely companion. Oh yesness. I'm experiencing it now. Why do I say so? Because when I let him go, I didn't do it because I did not love him anymore. I never stopped loving you; I just stopped showing it. I still did. I let him go because I didn't know what to do with the situation anymore. I let him go because I was hurt with what he did. Of course I'm hurt because I loved him. Doi. But most importantly, I let him go so that he would be free to choose. My friend knew that what I did only caused me to get hurt, and I know it. I know it will when I decided to do it. But I took the risk. Because if he really loved me, as he say he did back then, he would have still come back to me. That was why I gave him that freedom. That was why I ended it even if I still loved him and that I would be the one hurting in the end. To find out if he truly did love me. I guess it was Pride talking back then huh? Well, I don't have to tell you guys how it ended, because you know.
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I'm trying to live my life without regrets. But if I ever had a regret, it would be that I let my pride get in the way of being able to work things out. I gave up when I said Iwouldn't. Because I was hoping against hope that he'll be the one to prove me wrong. But I guess Iwas expecting too much from him. Even if I knew from the start that he couldn't.