The past few days has been nothing but disappointing and degrading. I wonder how the hell I am going to survive next term when now that I'm just taking up my floating subjects that I am already almost out of breath. What the hell happened to the Jill that I used to be? The one who's able to maximize her time in doing her assignments and was very much focused and dedicated to what she's doing? What the hell happened to her? Where the hell is she? Because I need her. Now. More than ever. I need to survive this. I need to live through this. Even if I really feel like dying now..


"I never stopped loving you; I just stopped showing it."