laughtrip!

May nakita ako. Uuuy! Lolz. Hindi nga. Laftrip lang ang naging reaksyon ko. Wahahahaha! Ang masasabi ko lang, "Nauna ako sa 'yo!" Wahahahahahahahahaha! x_x Talagang siguraduhin mo lang wag na wag ka nang babalik.

I will pretend I never met you.

Oh yeah..! BTW, ngayon lang ako nakaranas ng talagang pagbabago sa aking sarili. Hinding hindi ko makakalimutan ang sinabi ng aking propesor sa INTHROP at INTSOCI,
"Miss, tatlong beses kang nagpalit ng look ngayong sem ah. Una conservative, sumunod medyo daring tops, ngayon nagskiskirt ka na."(Baula, 2007)

Ala lang. Ang masasabi ko lang, "Wala na kasi akong kelangan pang alamin ang opinyon tulong sa bagay na iyan. Wala akong kelangang pagtaguan na." Wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah! Shetty talaga! Laftrip lang ang nararamdaman ko. LOLZ x_x



"I never stopped loving you; I just stopped showing it."

march ender

I'm in great danger here. Of having a back subject. So it seems like I'll be spending my holy week studying. That will be my penance. Niiiiiiiiiiiiiice....

BTW, Happy birthday to three people namely,
Jennings Ian Sy - who unconsciously taught me how life is;
Richard Wu - classmate in high school whom i became close with( see 'ya 'roud campus ;p);
& last but not the least (& the latest in my calendar)
Johnjo Presingular - one of LR17's rockin' guitarist. Dude, thanks for listening to my rants. Even if we just got to talk when the block was already de-blocked (aww..), I hope we'll have classes together. Hope to get to know you better.

To all three of you, Godspeed and take care always. ^_^


"I never stopped loving you; I just stopped showing it."

The past few days has been nothing but disappointing and degrading. I wonder how the hell I am going to survive next term when now that I'm just taking up my floating subjects that I am already almost out of breath. What the hell happened to the Jill that I used to be? The one who's able to maximize her time in doing her assignments and was very much focused and dedicated to what she's doing? What the hell happened to her? Where the hell is she? Because I need her. Now. More than ever. I need to survive this. I need to live through this. Even if I really feel like dying now..


"I never stopped loving you; I just stopped showing it."

I am becoming very pessimistic lately. For some reason I can't pinpoint. All I know is that
I am tired of living.
Period.



"I never stopped loving you; I just stopped showing it."

"Dance like nobody's watching; love like you've never been hurt. Sing like nobody's listening; live like it's heaven on earth." -- Mark Twain

wala lang.natuwa lang ako sa quote.you have to admit, it's nice don't you think so? ^_^


"I never stopped loving you; I just stopped showing it."

today by far is the most bangag day I've ever had.


"I never stopped loving you; I just stopped showing it."

maybe

Maybe This Time lyrics by MICHAEL MURPHY

Two old friends meet again
Wearin' older faces
And talk about the places they've been
Two old sweethearts who fell apart
Somewhere long ago
How are they to know
Someday they'd meet again
And have a need for more than reminiscin'

Maybe this time
It'll be lovin' they'll find
Maybe now they can be more than just friends
She's back in his life
And it feels so right
Maybe this time, love won't end

It's the same old feeling back again
It's the one that they had way back when
They were too young to know when love is real
But somehow, some things never change
And even time hasn't cooled the flame
It's burnin' even brighter than it did before
It got another chance, and if they take it...

Maybe this time
It'll be lovin' they'll find
Maybe now they can be more than just friends
She's back in his life
And it feels so right
Maybe this time, love won't end

She's smilin' like she used to smile way back then
She's feelin' like she used to feel way back when
They tried, but somethin' kept them
Waiting for this magic moment

Maybe this time
It'll be lovin' they'll find
Maybe now they can be more than just friends
She's back in his life
And it feels so right
Maybe this time...
Maybe this time
Maybe this time love won't end

sloth-ing 101

I am sooo feeling like a sloth right now. See?? That's why I never want to run out of things to do. Because I tend to procrastinate, and definitely that's not a good thing. I'm such a bum again right now.. sigh Oh well... This coming week is enrollment week already. Once again. Btw, I passed the majors. Wheeeee!! So maybe this is for me after all. Well, I still think it's too ealry to say such, right? Let's see when I'm really in the majors itself already, then let's see how I'll do and survive the whole thing. Good luck to me.. Oh heck..! >.<


"I never stopped loving you; I just stopped showing it."

one swell day.

Today was swell. I'm done with my informative speech. Finally! I can relax a bit now. But the thing is, I don't want to. Weird huh? LoLz. Oh well. I won't forget PeG's face when I saw him today. It's like he was shocked to see me. LoLz. I fancy his eyes I swear.! >.<>.< I'm beginning to appreciate it now. Anyhow, I have a fallback if ever this is not for me. ;)



"I never stopped loving you; I just stopped showing it."

sugar rush #1

I am soOo hyped up today. For no apparent reason at all. Which is uber weird. Haha. I guess I woke up on the right side of the bed. LoLz. Anyhow, things went my way. Finally! Haha. Well at least just for today. Haha. It was three out of four today! Whee! ^_^ Haha. I miss *dotdotdot*. LoLz. The last time we had a conversation was back in December last year. I miss his mischief. Hehehe. Well I saw him today anyway. That was enough for me to get back to sugar rush again. He wore red.! Nyahaha. Looks good on him. :D But I would soOoOo <3 to see him in black. Phew! He's such a hottie.! Nyahahahahaha =)) EeW my language! LoLz. I want to give him a big, big hug a while ago. Haha. The hug's still offered today. Nyahahaha. Anyhow it's a nice feeling to have something to look forward to in school. :D Ok enough of the sugar rush. It's time to get back to normal. Up next my speech. Tune in tomorrow. Wahahaha. x_x
Btw, I saw PeG this morning as well. And Japoy. Yep it was a nice day all right. LoLz x_X


"I never stopped loving you; I just stopped showing it."

stay away!

I have no idea why but it just seems that whenever I feel this way, there's some sort of connection with you. You just had to pop out now don't you? Ugh! Stay away from me! I don't want nor need you anymore! I'm happy and better off without you! Leave me alone!


"I never stopped loving you; I just stopped showing it."

best day of my life *sarcastically*

today by far is the most emotionless day of my life. weird actually. i should be panicky and crying and stuff. but im not. oh heck. im really not human anymore now am i? >.< oh well... want to know what happened??

i lost my mobile.

saw that? haha yep. i lost my mobile.two of them actually. and FYI i just had a new unit for my sun last month! shetty! >.< o diba ang saya grabe! *rolls eyes* that's life. oh well. i know i wasn't careful. i really have no idea how it happened. i think i was bangag the whole time it happened. the last time i took my fone out was when i was eating in red ribbon with sherie and brian. i dont remeber if i did zip my bag before i left nor do i remember if my bag was open when i got home. basta i lost it. it's gone. period. and FYI, i was near a policeman when i rode the LRT. o diba, mas masaya pa lalo. UGH! oh well. ayon na 'yon. what happened happened already. im not upset. seriously. when i got home and found out that my fone was missing. i was a bit panicky but i wasn't close to tears or anything of the sort. i actually found it funny. haha. how weirder could i get! >.< to whoever got my fone, rejoice because you got a good unit there. but i swear you'll reap the consequences. i swear you will.

march

It's already March. For Pete's sake! How come time flies by so fast without me noticing it? I still feel like it's the start of 2007. But really, it's already the third month of the year. My time as a college frosh is almost over. And I barely got to really enjoy it. When I look back for the past two months, I can't really say that there was something that was truly stuck, embedded in my identity, in my memory. It's sad. *sigh* My friends say that I'm just stressed out with too much things to do that's why I feel that way. But seriously, I know better; of course I know that there really wasn't much that made a difference in my life. I know there's something missing... It's like I'm a robot and my life's very monotonous, dragging on each passing day. I know that it's just the start of the year, but for some reason, I have no idea why I want a drastic change to happen in my life -- the good kind of course. I want something that's going to help me grow as a person, as an individual. I feel like I've been trapped for the past seventeen years of my life. This time, in my 18th year, I want change. I want to grow. I have been locked up for years in an illusion conjured by my alma mater -- this will be saved for another topic. I want to break free from these chains. I want to discover myself, my identity, what my purpose is in life... For some reason, I keep on complaining that time's passing by too fast, but I want things to be over and done with. I'm confusing aren't I? *sigh* That's me. You won't really understand how I think or feel if you don't know how my mind works. I don't think anyone has an accurate point of view of how I think. Just a few people who know tidbits of my thinking but not as a whole. I want to meet that someone, who's going to amaze me by knowing how I work, even better than I could work out myself. That someone who will grow with me. That someone who will understand me. Oh yes. I'm looking -- craving for that attention. But I never seem to find that attention. Not that I'm really finding Attention. I want Attention to find me. My friends say that I should be patient, that patience is a virtue. But I've had enough of that crap. It's time for me to look for that Attention. I will find you Attention. Soon. Pretty soon. I hope our paths haven't crossed yet. So I can learn to love you more than I ever know I could. I hope that you'll be patient with me. Forgive my unpredictable shift of moods. If that happens, would you please stay and never let me go? Because it would be certain I wouldn't let you go..


"I never stopped loving you; I just stopped showing it."