my vacation's been a drag. I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!! i want to think about worthwhile things, and not about stuff that i can't do anything about.
two more days and it's a new year once again. looks like i won't be able to settle everything before the year ends. hey, this is NOT my fault. if you were to ask me, i want to settle everything now. i don't want my problems haunting me come 2007. i want a fresh new start.
yesterday, i was checking out some of the conversations i had with my friends in Yahoo! Messenger back in high school. and i realized I MISS THEM SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! every single one of them. most esp. those who are near my heart and very dear to me (not that everyone's not dear to me or what,just that some stand out among the rest). when i was going through the messages yesterday, i really felt nostalgic. but in a good way. i'm missing my friends so much. it's been a while since i got to spend time with them THAT WE WERE ALL PRESENT. phew! if only i can make the font size any bigger than what Blogger can do. so they would know and notice this entry, if ever they are reading my blog (haha asa pa ako dun!). anyway, the holiday spirit is still in the air anyway. just little shoutouts to my friends who randomly crossed my mind.
Galbes: miheck im so thankful i met you and that we became close. i remember back in 3rd grade, we were among those who go to school early because we live quite far from school. we always played chinese garter and jumprope early in the morning. you happened to always be the "mother" in the team because you were so good with chinese garter even if the height was taller than you were (hehe), but still you manage to reach it and finish the game. thanks for the patience when we were just starting to be close back in 4th grade. i know you had some rough time with the crew (my doing hehe sowi >.<), but i never knew that you were the one who's going to be my best friend for the rest of my life in Uno (and until now actually hehe). *sigh* irony in life. thanks for sticking out for me and for being HONEST with me back in 5th grade when my so-called "best friend" and i were having problems already that i really had no idea of. thanks for staying by my side back in 6th grade when our friendship was on the rocks. thanks to mary grace's advice, i learned to give you more credit than i was actually giving you. sorry if i gave you a really hard time..hehe thanks for still remaining by my side back in our senior year. even though you were near your limit, still you stayed. and i'm glad you did. i'm probably not going to meet someone like you again who can keep up with my mood and who knows me really well. most importantly, now that i am currently facing the most challenging thing that can happen to me, i'm glad you're here with me. i would not want it any other way. :) now i know how important you are in my life, i plan to take better care of our friendship. no matter what happens, i'm here for you. anytime, anywhere. :)
717: you were the first one who taught me pain. and i'm gald you did. because of it, i learned to be strong about one of life's challenges -- ____. thanks for the time before as well. for the nice chats and text messages. and for the encouraging words you gave me before. see you around campus. ;)
Captain: you have no idea how you touched my life. nyahahaha how dramatic. but seriously, you have no idea. it was a nice feeling getting to know you back in sophomore year. i helped you with our biology class. you always asked for my biology and filipino notes. i remember the time when you, me, and Dogs were discussing something in filipino class and we were laughing that time, even if we were caught by the teacher for we we seated three seats in front of the class. :)) thanks for being a wonderful seatmate, for teaching me in our algebra class, and for copying notes for me in algebra whenever i left my glasses at home. hehe :) thanks for bugging me as well in class, for making me smile whenever i was quiet and for backing off when i'm not in the mood to tolerate your wisecracks. thanks for driving safely when i rode the car you were driving for the first time. i felt safe, thanks. :) i remember telling you in one of our conversations in YM about that, didn't i? thanks for changing my views about jocks in our school. i guess you're smart, though you're quite lazy back in high school. though now in college,i know you're not anymore. :) thanks for touching my life back in senior year. you were one of the people who made it colorful and memorable. though we had some minor setbacks, but we're still good now. you are one of the people who i rant to recently, thanks for that. :)
twins: we have been friends for a long, long time already. we grew up together though we suddenly had a gap back in our high-school years. wonder what happened back then. haha. anyway, i'm glad that before our high-school days ended, we somehow were able to get back the friendship we have. Younger, thanks for the advices you have given me and for helping me get back to reality. ;) Elder, though we don't talk that often i appreciate the things you say to me. i hope this time that now we are in college, there won't be lapses like it did back in high school, ayt?
shrek: we have suddenly turned cold with each other. it's ok. i just hope we'd still be able to patch things up. this is not worth losing our friendship over. i wish we'd be given the chance to mend everything. i'm willing to as long as you are too. good luck with your endeavors now. i'm sorry i can't be there for you. though i'm not sure you need me to. but still, i'm around if ever i can be of help, ayt? :) i miss you, friend.
bezzie's bro: though we don't talk often, i'm glad we were given the chance when we attended the wedding. i never knew we had a common experience in life. i'm really glad we had a chance to talk. though i hope that won't be the first and last. wishing there would be more next times. :D take care of your health, ayt? don't push yourself to the limit. i'm just a text or phone call away if you need someone to talk to. :)
bezzie: thank god we still clung to each other after all these years. haha. though we also had our share of minor setbacks, i'm glad we still were able to work things out. and we're still good. hahaha. i know those setbacks made our friendship stronger and i know we both learned something from them. thanks, bezzie. you're like a sister to me already because we also grew up together. i happened to read some of the letters we used to give each other back in grade school, and the memories made me smile. i hope we'd have the time to look back at them together sometime. :)
drummer: yeah i know i have a lot of shortcomings already. i'm sorry. i'm willing to make up for them anyway. :D at first, i thought i'd be with you guys in UST and we'd get to have lunch together in KFC and have all the gravy we want. hahaha. i'm sorry. i'm really sorry. >.< i miss the times when we have our "pancit canton" snacks in Betchot before we have our tutor with Poch. the times when we would talk over the phone until the wee hours at night. that was the first time i ever slept late just because of talking over the phone. haha. and as if we were making sense of what we're talking about. we're just actually counting the yawns the other makes. and i remember i'm hte one that makes the most. hehe. i really miss you!!! i hope we could hang out again like we did back in high school. btw, is poch still alive? because i haven't heard from him for quite some time.
guybes: thanks for everything. for the memories and moments. i know we're on the rocks. just want you to know i'm not mad. you're still my bes. nothing's going to change that. i hope i made a difference in your life. somehow someway. take care of yourself. i love you.more than you'll ever know. :')
officially christmas
It's officially December 25, 2006 -- Merry Christmas! Happy holidays! Enjoy the yuletide season! Hugs. Lots and lots of it. :)
i don't feel complete. i miss you.so much. so much.so much. :'(
i don't feel complete. i miss you.so much. so much.so much. :'(
falling leaves
I was listening to a few songs in the playlist in my laptop and I happened to listen to this song -- Falling Leaves by Wickermoss. I found it funny because I like the song since I heard it and now, I can relate to it. Haha. Go figure. :p
Falling Leaves by Wickermoss
My memory of him, brings the pain
The despair of being alone again
In one flash we were up in the air
But he lost his grip and went astray
His images ran here in my mind
Expecting again that he’ll be mine
We met again my feelings were still intact
But he went away, and turned his back
But he went away, and turned his back
Insanity only relieves the pain
Left me like a fool soaked in the rain
A light shone down on me like
Falling leaves
As if to seek ( something for relief)
Something for relief ( something for relief)
As if to seek ( something for relief)
Someone to believe ( someone to believe)
Is this the love I seek through ages
The fantasy I’ve been longing for
He told me it would be for the best
To stay away and leave his mess
And leave his mess ( 3x)
(Repeat I, II)
But he went away, and turned his back
But he went away, and turned his back
But he went away, and turned his back
But he went away, and turned his back
He went away
He went away
He went away
He went away
Falling Leaves by Wickermoss
My memory of him, brings the pain
The despair of being alone again
In one flash we were up in the air
But he lost his grip and went astray
His images ran here in my mind
Expecting again that he’ll be mine
We met again my feelings were still intact
But he went away, and turned his back
But he went away, and turned his back
Insanity only relieves the pain
Left me like a fool soaked in the rain
A light shone down on me like
Falling leaves
As if to seek ( something for relief)
Something for relief ( something for relief)
As if to seek ( something for relief)
Someone to believe ( someone to believe)
Is this the love I seek through ages
The fantasy I’ve been longing for
He told me it would be for the best
To stay away and leave his mess
And leave his mess ( 3x)
(Repeat I, II)
But he went away, and turned his back
But he went away, and turned his back
But he went away, and turned his back
But he went away, and turned his back
He went away
He went away
He went away
He went away
merry christmas!
Happy Holidays everyone!
Enjoy the season with your love ones! :)
by the way, i miss you to bits! i swear! :(
wait..
arriving at the station, waiting for the train that will take me to my destination. before, i thought that waiting for that train was so tiresome and agitating, but still i keep a positive thought that the train will eventually arrive and take me to where i want to go.
the past few days were fun and yet, i can't seem to take my mind off that moment that i've been waiting for so long. that moment when i am finally given the chance to mend the things that need mending. the things that i have been putting off for so long. i never thought that time was so slow. or is it just me? *sigh*
i never thought that waiting was so hard. waiting for that photo to upload in multiply, waiting for that song to download in limewire, waiting for that train that seems so long whenever you're in a rush, waiting for that long line in the cash register so you can pay your purchase, waiting for that movie you've been dying to see. why does it seem that whenever you wait, time has the tendency to slow down? and whenever you want to relax and if only possible, time will not run out on you, it just will? why can't time be cooperative even once? why do we have to wait for the things we want? why do we have to be patient in life? i'm not going to say that time sucks, but time's making it hard for me. can't you go any faster?
my brain's been idle for the past couple of weeks. after that mind-boggling paper for ENGLRES. now i'm not sure if i ever want to be idle. maybe it's because i can't do anything that will help me keep my mind off that moment i want to happen. i have been successful for the past two years in keeping and surrounding myself with positive things and from keeping my thoughts away from drifting in that area of my life. but i guess the past two years and now had a different time setting when that incident happened. oh well...
i didn't think that i'd miss This Person so much. it's so painful and annoying at the same time. even if there's someone out there that seems to take This Person's place, i seem to be hostile in making room for the New One. because i know in my heart and mind that no one is capable of taking This person's place. i know that no one is able to measure up with what This Person and I had gone through. yes maybe we had, and we still are having some rough moments in our lives but after all that's happened for the past two years, we still managed to survive. is it only now that we are to give up on each other? i don't think that i'll be the first person to give up. i'm very persistent. doesn't look like it, but i am. i just wish This Person hasn't given up yet... but i have no idea of what This Person is thinking anymore nor of what i am in This Person's life. am i still there?
two more days until christmas. still don't feel the spirit. maybe because there are still things in my life that are out there in the dark, hidden, unmended, bruised and unhealed. the wounds are still here, in my heart, in my mind, in my life. time. yes. time's suppose to help me. though im not sure how long i need it...
"bakit ganun pag may sugat ka, pag andyan yung mahal mo, ang bilis gumaling... pero once na ang sugat galing sa mahal mo, sobrang hirap gumaling... kahit pa maraming gustong magpagaling?"
the past few days were fun and yet, i can't seem to take my mind off that moment that i've been waiting for so long. that moment when i am finally given the chance to mend the things that need mending. the things that i have been putting off for so long. i never thought that time was so slow. or is it just me? *sigh*
i never thought that waiting was so hard. waiting for that photo to upload in multiply, waiting for that song to download in limewire, waiting for that train that seems so long whenever you're in a rush, waiting for that long line in the cash register so you can pay your purchase, waiting for that movie you've been dying to see. why does it seem that whenever you wait, time has the tendency to slow down? and whenever you want to relax and if only possible, time will not run out on you, it just will? why can't time be cooperative even once? why do we have to wait for the things we want? why do we have to be patient in life? i'm not going to say that time sucks, but time's making it hard for me. can't you go any faster?
my brain's been idle for the past couple of weeks. after that mind-boggling paper for ENGLRES. now i'm not sure if i ever want to be idle. maybe it's because i can't do anything that will help me keep my mind off that moment i want to happen. i have been successful for the past two years in keeping and surrounding myself with positive things and from keeping my thoughts away from drifting in that area of my life. but i guess the past two years and now had a different time setting when that incident happened. oh well...
i didn't think that i'd miss This Person so much. it's so painful and annoying at the same time. even if there's someone out there that seems to take This Person's place, i seem to be hostile in making room for the New One. because i know in my heart and mind that no one is capable of taking This person's place. i know that no one is able to measure up with what This Person and I had gone through. yes maybe we had, and we still are having some rough moments in our lives but after all that's happened for the past two years, we still managed to survive. is it only now that we are to give up on each other? i don't think that i'll be the first person to give up. i'm very persistent. doesn't look like it, but i am. i just wish This Person hasn't given up yet... but i have no idea of what This Person is thinking anymore nor of what i am in This Person's life. am i still there?
two more days until christmas. still don't feel the spirit. maybe because there are still things in my life that are out there in the dark, hidden, unmended, bruised and unhealed. the wounds are still here, in my heart, in my mind, in my life. time. yes. time's suppose to help me. though im not sure how long i need it...
"bakit ganun pag may sugat ka, pag andyan yung mahal mo, ang bilis gumaling... pero once na ang sugat galing sa mahal mo, sobrang hirap gumaling... kahit pa maraming gustong magpagaling?"
muddled thoughts #1
i noticed that most of my entries do not make sense at all. hehe. for some reason, i have a lot of thoughts to say but sadly, there's too much of it that i can't keep focus of what exactly i want to say. did that make sense? see? hmm... anyway, too much has been bothering me since i don't know when and until now. and it looks like something else has popped into my life that's going to shake my entire life. ugh! can't you stay away for a while? or maybe never show up? don't bother my life. i'm not the one who chose this.i'm not the one who decided to keep living. if i were given the chance to choose,i wouldn't want to live this life. it's too messy and complicated that i just can't seem to understand it. and you made it worse for me. why was i kept alive in the first place? ugh! don't mind my nonsensical ramblings. *sigh* anyway, three more days before christmas. still don't feel the spirit though. sad. is this how it is to have a chirstmas when you're an adult? what a nice feeling *insert sarcasm here*
survey impulse
my friendster survey impluse is kicking in for some reason.haha.been a while since i did it anway.maybe i miss.haha.anyway,some of the surveys i answered --
If I were a month I would be:[*] october sana kaso...
If I were a day of the week I would be:[*] wednesdays. =))
If I were a time of the day I would be:[*] 8am?
If I were a planet I would be:[*] saturn
If I were a sea animal I would be:[*] dolphin! i love :D
If I were a direction I would be:[*] anu ung gitna? :))
If I were a piece of furniture I wouldbe a:[*] bed.a soft comfy bed.
If I were a sin I would be:[*] revenge.?haha
If I were a historical object I wouldbe:[*] an old book. :)
If I were a liquid I would be:[*] h2o dude!
If I were a stone, I would be:[*] diamond.?
If I were a tree, I would be? :[*] mahogany?haha ewan
If I were a bird, I would be:[*] an eagle.
If I were a tool, I would be:[*] a hammer?
If I were a flower/plant, I would be:[*] roses.white roses.
If I were a kind of weather, I wouldbe:[*] winter.
If I were a mythical creature, I wouldbe:[*] dragon or phoenix.
If I were a musical instrument, I wouldbe:[*] guitar,drums,or piano
If i were an animal I would be:[*] dolphin! :D
If I were a color, I would be:[*] BLUE! obvious much? =))
If I were an emotion, I would be:[*] bliss.
If I were a vegetable, I would be:[*] MUSHROOM! :D
If I were a sound, I would be:[*] laughter.
If I were an element, I would be:[*] oxygen.
If I were a car, I would be:[*] ferrari.naks.=))
If I were a song, I would be:[*] anything that speaks the right emotion. :)
If I were a movie, I would be:[*] something that will touch thehearts of all people.
If I were a food, I would be:[*] pancakes?
If I were a place, I would be:[*] beach! :D
If I were a taste, I would be:[*] bittersweet.
If I were a scent, I would be:[*] yung cologne kong type ng type ko dati. =))
If I were a religion, I would be:[*] catholic?
If I were a word, I would be:[*] wisdom?pwede?=))
If I were a body part I would be:[*] eyes.
If I were a facial expression I wouldbe:[*] a smile.?
If I were a subject in school I wouldbe:[*] psychology.haha adik!
If I were a cartoon character I wouldbe:[*] baby taz!!or hello kitty!!
If I were a shape I would be:+ a heart. :)
for more surveys,check your friendster account. =))
If I were a month I would be:[*] october sana kaso...
If I were a day of the week I would be:[*] wednesdays. =))
If I were a time of the day I would be:[*] 8am?
If I were a planet I would be:[*] saturn
If I were a sea animal I would be:[*] dolphin! i love :D
If I were a direction I would be:[*] anu ung gitna? :))
If I were a piece of furniture I wouldbe a:[*] bed.a soft comfy bed.
If I were a sin I would be:[*] revenge.?haha
If I were a historical object I wouldbe:[*] an old book. :)
If I were a liquid I would be:[*] h2o dude!
If I were a stone, I would be:[*] diamond.?
If I were a tree, I would be? :[*] mahogany?haha ewan
If I were a bird, I would be:[*] an eagle.
If I were a tool, I would be:[*] a hammer?
If I were a flower/plant, I would be:[*] roses.white roses.
If I were a kind of weather, I wouldbe:[*] winter.
If I were a mythical creature, I wouldbe:[*] dragon or phoenix.
If I were a musical instrument, I wouldbe:[*] guitar,drums,or piano
If i were an animal I would be:[*] dolphin! :D
If I were a color, I would be:[*] BLUE! obvious much? =))
If I were an emotion, I would be:[*] bliss.
If I were a vegetable, I would be:[*] MUSHROOM! :D
If I were a sound, I would be:[*] laughter.
If I were an element, I would be:[*] oxygen.
If I were a car, I would be:[*] ferrari.naks.=))
If I were a song, I would be:[*] anything that speaks the right emotion. :)
If I were a movie, I would be:[*] something that will touch thehearts of all people.
If I were a food, I would be:[*] pancakes?
If I were a place, I would be:[*] beach! :D
If I were a taste, I would be:[*] bittersweet.
If I were a scent, I would be:[*] yung cologne kong type ng type ko dati. =))
If I were a religion, I would be:[*] catholic?
If I were a word, I would be:[*] wisdom?pwede?=))
If I were a body part I would be:[*] eyes.
If I were a facial expression I wouldbe:[*] a smile.?
If I were a subject in school I wouldbe:[*] psychology.haha adik!
If I were a cartoon character I wouldbe:[*] baby taz!!or hello kitty!!
If I were a shape I would be:+ a heart. :)
for more surveys,check your friendster account. =))
I..
I got this from Achi Ken. So answer away! :D
I know – my strengths and weaknesses.
I believe – in my capabilities.
I fought – with the one I love.
I am angered – by people who don’t keep their word.
I love – unconditionally.
I need – to mend the troubles in my life.
I take – a break when I need it.
I hear – the thoughts in my head.
I drink – water and fruit shakes.
I hate – liars.
I use – my laptop to write my thoughts and feelings.
I want – to prove wrong those people who belittled me.
I decided – to forget those people who are not worth my time.
I like – pillows.
I feel – a headache coming up.
I wear – clothes that match my mood.
I left – things undone.
I do – the things that make me feel fulfilled.
I hope – things will turn out all right in the end.
I dream – of a peaceful life.
I drive – myself to strive for the best.
I listen – to the people who cares for me.
I type – my thoughts in my laptop.
I think – that I need to stop thinking.
I need - to do something.
I wish – "it" will be over soon.
I am - me.
I compensate – for my shortcomings.
I regret – hurting the people I love most.
I care – about my love ones.
I should – try something new.
I am not always - what you perceive me to be.
I said – things that should have been left unsaid.
I wonder – what'll happen 10 years from now.
I changed – to be a better person.
I cry – in agony.
I am not – what you think I am.
I lose – my temper when I'm stressed.
I leave – when I need time to think.
I know – my strengths and weaknesses.
I believe – in my capabilities.
I fought – with the one I love.
I am angered – by people who don’t keep their word.
I love – unconditionally.
I need – to mend the troubles in my life.
I take – a break when I need it.
I hear – the thoughts in my head.
I drink – water and fruit shakes.
I hate – liars.
I use – my laptop to write my thoughts and feelings.
I want – to prove wrong those people who belittled me.
I decided – to forget those people who are not worth my time.
I like – pillows.
I feel – a headache coming up.
I wear – clothes that match my mood.
I left – things undone.
I do – the things that make me feel fulfilled.
I hope – things will turn out all right in the end.
I dream – of a peaceful life.
I drive – myself to strive for the best.
I listen – to the people who cares for me.
I type – my thoughts in my laptop.
I think – that I need to stop thinking.
I need - to do something.
I wish – "it" will be over soon.
I am - me.
I compensate – for my shortcomings.
I regret – hurting the people I love most.
I care – about my love ones.
I should – try something new.
I am not always - what you perceive me to be.
I said – things that should have been left unsaid.
I wonder – what'll happen 10 years from now.
I changed – to be a better person.
I cry – in agony.
I am not – what you think I am.
I lose – my temper when I'm stressed.
I leave – when I need time to think.
final-ly!!!
as of december 15, 2006 at exactly 01:13:06 am, finally. FINALLY!!!!!! we finally finished our ENGLRES paper. Ha!! Tkae that ENGLRES!!! who's laughing now? =)) hay... some of the last few chats before finishing the damn paper..
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:00:57 AM): ok...
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:03:57 AM): jill i cant think tlga...
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:04:05 AM): nothing's coming into my head
jillan yu(12/15/2006 12:04:25 AM): w8 lng ha
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:13:47 AM): the study is concerned about the media biases that are present in news broadcasting. it aims to make people aware of certain biases that are present in news broadcasting. this study wishes to make people think critically before believing and finally accepting the information and knowledge they are being fed.
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:14:41 AM): steph u stil there?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:14:51 AM): work with me girl!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:14:58 AM): it's the last chapter
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:14:59 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:15:06 AM): lol
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:15:13 AM): im typing the first parag
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:15:20 AM): ayt
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:15:21 AM): to introduce ur line
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:19:18 AM): girl help me out
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:19:27 AM): News broadcasting has been one of the most influential media in today’s society. Its main purpose is to deliver to the masses the news events covered in a certain day and aims to let the people in on what is happening within the country and around the world. News broadcasting has become a world-wide network and has been a big part in the ordinary person’s life. Yet, though it is of great importance to everyday life, the fact that it is susceptible to biases due to different news factors and other hidden agenda makes this
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:19:30 AM): ..
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:19:34 AM): add something to it
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:20:39 AM): through the surveys the researchers conducted and the information they retrieved from different sources, they were able to find out that there are truly biases involved when news are being made and aired.
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:20:44 AM): wait
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:20:45 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:24:15 AM): makes this unreliable (?),therefore people should learn to develop an attitude of skepticism.
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:24:29 AM): .. ok
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:24:44 AM): any better word for unreliable?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:24:49 AM): ...
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:24:54 AM): it sounds ok
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:24:54 AM): o ok n un?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:24:59 AM): haha okok
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:25:04 AM): wt part r w en?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:25:12 AM): wt part r we n?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:25:25 AM): finish nb w summary?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:26:23 AM): ill finish ur paragraph tapos conclusion and recommendations
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:26:34 AM): ayt.il start it n
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:28:53 AM): because people cannot do anything about the criteria that news networks use to determine the news content, society should be the ones to make the initiatie to chage these criteria.
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:29:02 AM): *initiative
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:29:10 AM): *change
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:29:52 AM): ok
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:29:56 AM): anything more?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:30:12 AM): <--that's for conclusion na ha
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:30:19 AM): eh...
jyu_717 (12/15/2006 12:30:22 AM): yea
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:30:33 AM): this is for conclusion pla...
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:30:33 AM): where did u plce it b?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:30:37 AM): summaray
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:30:40 AM): hehehe
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:30:41 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:30:52 AM): i told u il strt w it na db?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:31:01 AM): right right
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:31:05 AM): c&p
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:31:07 AM): agen
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:31:09 AM): hehe
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:31:56 AM): ok lang ba if our summary is paragraph
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:31:58 AM): ?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:31:59 AM): one
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:32:03 AM): wait
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:32:05 AM): hahaha labo
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:32:16 AM): ok lang ba if our summary is one paragraph?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:34:34 AM): yea i thnk so
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:34:35 AM): haha
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:34:42 AM): recommendation
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:34:53 AM): finish na w conclusion???
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:35:03 AM): i used what u said
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:35:24 AM): or do u want me to add some stuff?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:35:25 AM): yea pero un lng
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:35:27 AM): ?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:35:41 AM): ms ok if we add mre
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:35:47 AM): cge
jyu_717 (12/15/2006 12:35:52 AM): ang short naman ng conclusion natin
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:36:40 AM): lol
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:36:45 AM): same with the summary
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:36:50 AM): ill add stuff
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:37:29 AM): if people were to think critically about the news that they find newsworthy, then the networks will have to change their criteria in order to have more viewers.
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:40:11 AM): ei girl
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:40:15 AM): waaa
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:40:21 AM): lol sorry
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:40:22 AM): i thought i logd off n e
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:40:41 AM): haha okok
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:40:43 AM): umm
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:40:45 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:42:46 AM): since news cirteria is susceptible to change to suit the different needs of the people, then the people should be the ones enlightened about what news they should be watching out for in order to be of better help for the welfare of the society
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:42:55 AM): ok nb?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:43:00 AM): add mre pb?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:43:12 AM): just a sec...
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:43:13 AM): hw long nb is it?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:43:19 AM): ayt
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:45:43 AM): should i strt w our recomendation n?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:45:49 AM): cge
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:49:56 AM): because of lack of time and the limitations of the study, the researchers suggest future researchers that they be aware of what they intend to be the scope of the study.
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:51:17 AM): they should have a wide sense of knowledge in order to make the study more efficient for them and so they could work to their advantage
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:52:52 AM): students who are aware of the biases that are evident in news broadcasting should educate others in order to enlighten the people of what is happening in the soceity.
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:57:35 AM): steph, hw r u doing n there?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:57:40 AM): stil alive bck ther?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:58:34 AM): ok
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:58:34 AM): haha done with summary
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:59:08 AM): haha ok
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:59:13 AM): if i put them all together...
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:59:21 AM): we have two pages for chapter 5
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:59:23 AM): ^_^
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:59:26 AM): wheee
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:59:32 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:59:33 AM): do u wana add more sa conclusion or recommendation?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:59:52 AM): what i typed is 4d recommendation n
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:00:19 AM): my god the final question!!!
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:00:20 AM): uhuh
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:00:20 AM): c&p na
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:00:20 AM): so?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:00:20 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:01:55 AM): c&p???
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:02:03 AM): copy and paste
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:02:15 AM): well, pasted
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:02:43 AM): so u wana add anything to the conclu or reco?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:03:06 AM): aok
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:03:15 AM): recomend nlng
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:03:23 AM): i thnk ung conclu mhb n ata e
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:03:27 AM): is it?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:04:25 AM): ok naman
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:04:28 AM): one para though
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:04:33 AM): im doing reco right now
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:04:56 AM): ok cge
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:05:04 AM): add m ung type q nina
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:05:28 AM): la n aq maicp hehe
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:05:57 AM): to future researchers,
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:07:01 AM): they should update the information about the news criteria because it is susceptible to change
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:08:03 AM): thats for future researchers?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:08:07 AM): yep
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:08:17 AM): anything else?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:08:20 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:08:45 AM): wala na for conclu?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:08:59 AM): u nwt to add p?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:09:02 AM): *want
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:09:06 AM): kulng pb?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:09:13 AM): prang ayoko na.. hehehe
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:09:19 AM): pero its just one para
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:10:05 AM): bkt d other parts b hw many?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:10:24 AM): 2-3
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:12:33 AM): aokok
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:12:34 AM): umm
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:12:48 AM): i cnt cme up with anything n 4d coclu e
jyu_717 (12/15/2006 1:12:52 AM): *conclu
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:13:01 AM): ... cge we'll leave it that way
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:13:06 AM): omg jill!!
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:13:08 AM): we're done!!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:13:13 AM): waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:13:16 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:13:17 AM): hahahahaha
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:13:29 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:13:38 AM): let me fix it and ill send u a copy
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:14:35 AM): okioki
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:14:37 AM): :0
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:14:38 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:14:40 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:14:44 AM): finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:14:48 AM): wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:14:48 AM): wahoo!!!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:14:52 AM): rejoice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:15:04 AM): par-tay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:15:07 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:15:10 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:15:39 AM): btw could u fix the paging?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:15:46 AM): i think i forgot to adjust some of them
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:15:55 AM): oki cge
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:16:00 AM): then send it back
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:16:01 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:16:06 AM): haynako im so happy...
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:16:35 AM): table of contents p
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:16:38 AM): do we have b?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:16:43 AM): its with the title page
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:18:26 AM): ok naman e
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:18:32 AM): ung title pge
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:18:38 AM): no prob naman
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:19:55 AM): even sa last page?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:20:01 AM): last chapter
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:20:02 AM): last page?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:20:03 AM): hehe
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:20:06 AM): wait
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:20:07 AM): sori
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:20:08 AM): hehe
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:20:33 AM): title pge n toc np na
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:20:44 AM): ok hehehe
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:20:53 AM): pero the paging is correct for all?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:21:13 AM): do we include the tables
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:21:14 AM): ?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:21:15 AM): bkt gnun ung chap1??
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:21:24 AM): yeah include them
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:21:34 AM): huh why?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:21:44 AM): wats wrong with chap 1?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:21:51 AM): parng combind ung mga pges
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:22:00 AM): huh??
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:22:11 AM): wat do u mean?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:22:28 AM): ah!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:22:29 AM): okok
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:22:32 AM): nvr mind jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:22:36 AM): i fixd it na
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:22:44 AM): whew
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:22:58 AM): u want to print it that way?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:23:07 AM): o u want to combine them?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:23:14 AM): so to save paper and ink?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:23:25 AM): pwede...
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:23:45 AM): pro im too lazy to combine them...
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:23:47 AM): haha
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:23:51 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:23:54 AM): haha il tyr
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:23:56 AM): *try
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:24:06 AM): ty jill...
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:25:59 AM): xurness
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:26:17 AM): aaahh sweet fulfillment....
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:29:28 AM): sure is..
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:29:32 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:29:54 AM): ours is quite short
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:29:56 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:30:02 AM): eh?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:03 AM): 24 pges lng
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:05 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:09 AM): others 50
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:11 AM): 30
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:30:11 AM): waaaa!!!!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:16 AM): 40
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:30:16 AM): jill no more!!!!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:18 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:30:21 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:24 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:27 AM): yeah i knw
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:32 AM): ayaw qn rin nh
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:33 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:39 AM): im jst sayng hehe
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:30:53 AM): hehe
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:32:47 AM): ok na?
jillan yu(12/15/2006 1:32:57 AM): yep
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:33:20 AM): pls lng
jillan yu(12/15/2006 1:33:30 AM): hope this is worth a high grade
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:33:33 AM): ugh!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:33:48 AM): oki n?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:34:21 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:35:08 AM): yup
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:35:14 AM): okay na okay na...
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:35:21 AM): haaay get ur sleep girl
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:35:27 AM): hahaha
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:35:28 AM): ill pass this first thing tom
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:35:28 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:35:41 AM): blog lng muna for a moment
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:35:41 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:35:45 AM): lol
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:35:47 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:35:50 AM): this is worth blogging for!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:00 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:08 AM): hee hee
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:10 AM): cge
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:14 AM): ill go up and print this na
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:16 AM): dnt 4get 2 pass that ha
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:20 AM): ayt hay
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:23 AM): lol why would i?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:26 AM): final-ly!!!
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:34 AM): hehehe
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:39 AM): a toast to the both of us!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:44 AM): yes!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:45 AM): wheee
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:47 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:51 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:55 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:59 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:37:05 AM): hahaha
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:08 AM): wheeee
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:37:08 AM): cge nyt girl!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:09 AM): wheee
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:10 AM): wheee
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:12 AM): nyt
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:15 AM): slptyt
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:18 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:37:19 AM): c u
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:37:22 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:23 AM): ayt c ya
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:28 AM):
those were definitely sabaw moments.hahaha yep.sabaw as of the moment. ugh!sleepy time! need to wake up.again.in a few hours.
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:00:57 AM): ok...
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:03:57 AM): jill i cant think tlga...
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:04:05 AM): nothing's coming into my head
jillan yu(12/15/2006 12:04:25 AM): w8 lng ha
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:13:47 AM): the study is concerned about the media biases that are present in news broadcasting. it aims to make people aware of certain biases that are present in news broadcasting. this study wishes to make people think critically before believing and finally accepting the information and knowledge they are being fed.
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:14:41 AM): steph u stil there?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:14:51 AM): work with me girl!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:14:58 AM): it's the last chapter
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:14:59 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:15:06 AM): lol
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:15:13 AM): im typing the first parag
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:15:20 AM): ayt
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:15:21 AM): to introduce ur line
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:19:18 AM): girl help me out
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:19:27 AM): News broadcasting has been one of the most influential media in today’s society. Its main purpose is to deliver to the masses the news events covered in a certain day and aims to let the people in on what is happening within the country and around the world. News broadcasting has become a world-wide network and has been a big part in the ordinary person’s life. Yet, though it is of great importance to everyday life, the fact that it is susceptible to biases due to different news factors and other hidden agenda makes this
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:19:30 AM): ..
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:19:34 AM): add something to it
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:20:39 AM): through the surveys the researchers conducted and the information they retrieved from different sources, they were able to find out that there are truly biases involved when news are being made and aired.
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:20:44 AM): wait
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:20:45 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:24:15 AM): makes this unreliable (?),therefore people should learn to develop an attitude of skepticism.
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:24:29 AM): .. ok
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:24:44 AM): any better word for unreliable?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:24:49 AM): ...
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:24:54 AM): it sounds ok
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:24:54 AM): o ok n un?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:24:59 AM): haha okok
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:25:04 AM): wt part r w en?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:25:12 AM): wt part r we n?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:25:25 AM): finish nb w summary?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:26:23 AM): ill finish ur paragraph tapos conclusion and recommendations
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:26:34 AM): ayt.il start it n
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:28:53 AM): because people cannot do anything about the criteria that news networks use to determine the news content, society should be the ones to make the initiatie to chage these criteria.
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:29:02 AM): *initiative
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:29:10 AM): *change
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:29:52 AM): ok
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:29:56 AM): anything more?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:30:12 AM): <--that's for conclusion na ha
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:30:19 AM): eh...
jyu_717 (12/15/2006 12:30:22 AM): yea
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:30:33 AM): this is for conclusion pla...
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:30:33 AM): where did u plce it b?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:30:37 AM): summaray
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:30:40 AM): hehehe
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:30:41 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:30:52 AM): i told u il strt w it na db?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:31:01 AM): right right
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:31:05 AM): c&p
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:31:07 AM): agen
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:31:09 AM): hehe
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:31:56 AM): ok lang ba if our summary is paragraph
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:31:58 AM): ?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:31:59 AM): one
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:32:03 AM): wait
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:32:05 AM): hahaha labo
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:32:16 AM): ok lang ba if our summary is one paragraph?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:34:34 AM): yea i thnk so
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:34:35 AM): haha
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:34:42 AM): recommendation
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:34:53 AM): finish na w conclusion???
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:35:03 AM): i used what u said
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:35:24 AM): or do u want me to add some stuff?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:35:25 AM): yea pero un lng
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:35:27 AM): ?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:35:41 AM): ms ok if we add mre
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:35:47 AM): cge
jyu_717 (12/15/2006 12:35:52 AM): ang short naman ng conclusion natin
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:36:40 AM): lol
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:36:45 AM): same with the summary
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:36:50 AM): ill add stuff
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:37:29 AM): if people were to think critically about the news that they find newsworthy, then the networks will have to change their criteria in order to have more viewers.
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:40:11 AM): ei girl
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:40:15 AM): waaa
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:40:21 AM): lol sorry
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:40:22 AM): i thought i logd off n e
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:40:41 AM): haha okok
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:40:43 AM): umm
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:40:45 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:42:46 AM): since news cirteria is susceptible to change to suit the different needs of the people, then the people should be the ones enlightened about what news they should be watching out for in order to be of better help for the welfare of the society
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:42:55 AM): ok nb?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:43:00 AM): add mre pb?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:43:12 AM): just a sec...
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:43:13 AM): hw long nb is it?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:43:19 AM): ayt
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:45:43 AM): should i strt w our recomendation n?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:45:49 AM): cge
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:49:56 AM): because of lack of time and the limitations of the study, the researchers suggest future researchers that they be aware of what they intend to be the scope of the study.
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:51:17 AM): they should have a wide sense of knowledge in order to make the study more efficient for them and so they could work to their advantage
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:52:52 AM): students who are aware of the biases that are evident in news broadcasting should educate others in order to enlighten the people of what is happening in the soceity.
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:57:35 AM): steph, hw r u doing n there?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:57:40 AM): stil alive bck ther?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:58:34 AM): ok
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:58:34 AM): haha done with summary
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:59:08 AM): haha ok
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:59:13 AM): if i put them all together...
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:59:21 AM): we have two pages for chapter 5
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:59:23 AM): ^_^
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:59:26 AM): wheee
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:59:32 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 12:59:33 AM): do u wana add more sa conclusion or recommendation?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 12:59:52 AM): what i typed is 4d recommendation n
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:00:19 AM): my god the final question!!!
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:00:20 AM): uhuh
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:00:20 AM): c&p na
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:00:20 AM): so?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:00:20 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:01:55 AM): c&p???
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:02:03 AM): copy and paste
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:02:15 AM): well, pasted
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:02:43 AM): so u wana add anything to the conclu or reco?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:03:06 AM): aok
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:03:15 AM): recomend nlng
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:03:23 AM): i thnk ung conclu mhb n ata e
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:03:27 AM): is it?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:04:25 AM): ok naman
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:04:28 AM): one para though
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:04:33 AM): im doing reco right now
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:04:56 AM): ok cge
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:05:04 AM): add m ung type q nina
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:05:28 AM): la n aq maicp hehe
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:05:57 AM): to future researchers,
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:07:01 AM): they should update the information about the news criteria because it is susceptible to change
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:08:03 AM): thats for future researchers?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:08:07 AM): yep
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:08:17 AM): anything else?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:08:20 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:08:45 AM): wala na for conclu?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:08:59 AM): u nwt to add p?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:09:02 AM): *want
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:09:06 AM): kulng pb?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:09:13 AM): prang ayoko na.. hehehe
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:09:19 AM): pero its just one para
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:10:05 AM): bkt d other parts b hw many?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:10:24 AM): 2-3
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:12:33 AM): aokok
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:12:34 AM): umm
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:12:48 AM): i cnt cme up with anything n 4d coclu e
jyu_717 (12/15/2006 1:12:52 AM): *conclu
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:13:01 AM): ... cge we'll leave it that way
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:13:06 AM): omg jill!!
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:13:08 AM): we're done!!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:13:13 AM): waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:13:16 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:13:17 AM): hahahahaha
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:13:29 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:13:38 AM): let me fix it and ill send u a copy
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:14:35 AM): okioki
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:14:37 AM): :0
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:14:38 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:14:40 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:14:44 AM): finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:14:48 AM): wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:14:48 AM): wahoo!!!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:14:52 AM): rejoice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:15:04 AM): par-tay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:15:07 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:15:10 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:15:39 AM): btw could u fix the paging?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:15:46 AM): i think i forgot to adjust some of them
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:15:55 AM): oki cge
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:16:00 AM): then send it back
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:16:01 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:16:06 AM): haynako im so happy...
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:16:35 AM): table of contents p
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:16:38 AM): do we have b?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:16:43 AM): its with the title page
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:18:26 AM): ok naman e
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:18:32 AM): ung title pge
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:18:38 AM): no prob naman
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:19:55 AM): even sa last page?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:20:01 AM): last chapter
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:20:02 AM): last page?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:20:03 AM): hehe
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:20:06 AM): wait
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:20:07 AM): sori
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:20:08 AM): hehe
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:20:33 AM): title pge n toc np na
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:20:44 AM): ok hehehe
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:20:53 AM): pero the paging is correct for all?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:21:13 AM): do we include the tables
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:21:14 AM): ?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:21:15 AM): bkt gnun ung chap1??
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:21:24 AM): yeah include them
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:21:34 AM): huh why?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:21:44 AM): wats wrong with chap 1?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:21:51 AM): parng combind ung mga pges
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:22:00 AM): huh??
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:22:11 AM): wat do u mean?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:22:28 AM): ah!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:22:29 AM): okok
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:22:32 AM): nvr mind jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:22:36 AM): i fixd it na
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:22:44 AM): whew
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:22:58 AM): u want to print it that way?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:23:07 AM): o u want to combine them?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:23:14 AM): so to save paper and ink?
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:23:25 AM): pwede...
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:23:45 AM): pro im too lazy to combine them...
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:23:47 AM): haha
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:23:51 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:23:54 AM): haha il tyr
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:23:56 AM): *try
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:24:06 AM): ty jill...
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:25:59 AM): xurness
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:26:17 AM): aaahh sweet fulfillment....
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:29:28 AM): sure is..
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:29:32 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:29:54 AM): ours is quite short
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:29:56 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:30:02 AM): eh?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:03 AM): 24 pges lng
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:05 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:09 AM): others 50
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:11 AM): 30
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:30:11 AM): waaaa!!!!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:16 AM): 40
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:30:16 AM): jill no more!!!!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:18 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:30:21 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:24 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:27 AM): yeah i knw
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:32 AM): ayaw qn rin nh
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:33 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:30:39 AM): im jst sayng hehe
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:30:53 AM): hehe
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:32:47 AM): ok na?
jillan yu(12/15/2006 1:32:57 AM): yep
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:33:20 AM): pls lng
jillan yu(12/15/2006 1:33:30 AM): hope this is worth a high grade
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:33:33 AM): ugh!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:33:48 AM): oki n?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:34:21 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:35:08 AM): yup
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:35:14 AM): okay na okay na...
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:35:21 AM): haaay get ur sleep girl
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:35:27 AM): hahaha
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:35:28 AM): ill pass this first thing tom
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:35:28 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:35:41 AM): blog lng muna for a moment
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:35:41 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:35:45 AM): lol
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:35:47 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:35:50 AM): this is worth blogging for!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:00 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:08 AM): hee hee
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:10 AM): cge
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:14 AM): ill go up and print this na
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:16 AM): dnt 4get 2 pass that ha
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:20 AM): ayt hay
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:23 AM): lol why would i?
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:26 AM): final-ly!!!
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:34 AM): hehehe
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:39 AM): a toast to the both of us!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:44 AM): yes!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:45 AM): wheee
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:47 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:36:51 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:55 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:36:59 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:37:05 AM): hahaha
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:08 AM): wheeee
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:37:08 AM): cge nyt girl!
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:09 AM): wheee
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:10 AM): wheee
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:12 AM): nyt
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:15 AM): slptyt
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:18 AM):
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:37:19 AM): c u
stephanie chua (12/15/2006 1:37:22 AM):
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:23 AM): ayt c ya
jillan yu (12/15/2006 1:37:28 AM):
those were definitely sabaw moments.hahaha yep.sabaw as of the moment. ugh!sleepy time! need to wake up.again.in a few hours.
message for five random people #1
1. i miss you. so much.
2. walang hiya ka! inunahan mo pa ako.! :))
3. hindi ako galit sa 'yo. ewan ko lang ikaw.
4. hindi na ako galit sa 'yo. pero inis pa rin sa 'yo.
5. sana... ikaw na nga kaya?
it's for me to know and for you to never find out. =))
2. walang hiya ka! inunahan mo pa ako.! :))
3. hindi ako galit sa 'yo. ewan ko lang ikaw.
4. hindi na ako galit sa 'yo. pero inis pa rin sa 'yo.
5. sana... ikaw na nga kaya?
it's for me to know and for you to never find out. =))
long weekend part 2
So here goes another long weekend. *phew* this time it's been peaceful (haha) and more productive (?) for my schoolwork.
Dec. 7
Went to Makati with my mom. She met up with her high-school batchmate and had lunch together. Of course I was with them. :p the restaurant where we ate reminded me of a few memories and once again, I strolled down memory lane. Going to Makati and on the way home, my mom and I had a few conversations again (like usual :p) but this time it's about my brother, not me. Finally I escape the issues talk! :)) I went online again when I got home (the usual) and come evening, I didn't feel so good. Literally. So I called it a day and took my shower and went to bed. -.-zZz
Dec. 8
When I woke up, I had the sniffles already! Ugh! Anyway just stayed at home. No classes for Catholic schools because of the Immaculate Conception. A holiday that finally affected my schedule! n_nv Did one of my papers for KASPIL. My heck! I finally made a four-page reaction paper. :)) That's an accomplishment for me. :D And regarding that reading that I mentioned in my entry long weekend part 1, yep the reaction paper's suppose to be one paper per reading. There are five readings. Ugh! Anyway, finished one already and finished reading the second one as well. I just need to make the reaction paper.
Dec. 9
My mom's birthday today! :D I bought her a small cake. Actually it was an adventure for me. I had to beat the time before she gets home because I didn't inform her that I'd go somewhere, much less tell her I'm buying a cake for her. Then that wouldn't be a surprise now would it? ;) We just had a small gathering and my God did I eat a lot again! Ugh! To compensate, I didn't eat dinner anymore. :D anyway, I still felt full until bedtime. Evening came and suddenly I felt melancholic. Don't know why. I just did. Weird huh? Hmm…
Dec. 10
Try to finish two papers for KASPIL today and send my answers to my blockmate for INTFILO. I think we're suppose to eat out later tonight because it was Mom's birthday yesterday and we didn't celebrate it with my dad yet. I said I think. That's was the plan last night. Mom had to work yesterday night as well. :D
That's my weekend for this week. I think it's more productive than last week's. :D Just a few days more until we finally complete the requirements and finally it's over! Though I'm not entirely sure if that's a good thing or a bad one…
Dec. 7
Went to Makati with my mom. She met up with her high-school batchmate and had lunch together. Of course I was with them. :p the restaurant where we ate reminded me of a few memories and once again, I strolled down memory lane. Going to Makati and on the way home, my mom and I had a few conversations again (like usual :p) but this time it's about my brother, not me. Finally I escape the issues talk! :)) I went online again when I got home (the usual) and come evening, I didn't feel so good. Literally. So I called it a day and took my shower and went to bed. -.-zZz
Dec. 8
When I woke up, I had the sniffles already! Ugh! Anyway just stayed at home. No classes for Catholic schools because of the Immaculate Conception. A holiday that finally affected my schedule! n_nv Did one of my papers for KASPIL. My heck! I finally made a four-page reaction paper. :)) That's an accomplishment for me. :D And regarding that reading that I mentioned in my entry long weekend part 1, yep the reaction paper's suppose to be one paper per reading. There are five readings. Ugh! Anyway, finished one already and finished reading the second one as well. I just need to make the reaction paper.
Dec. 9
My mom's birthday today! :D I bought her a small cake. Actually it was an adventure for me. I had to beat the time before she gets home because I didn't inform her that I'd go somewhere, much less tell her I'm buying a cake for her. Then that wouldn't be a surprise now would it? ;) We just had a small gathering and my God did I eat a lot again! Ugh! To compensate, I didn't eat dinner anymore. :D anyway, I still felt full until bedtime. Evening came and suddenly I felt melancholic. Don't know why. I just did. Weird huh? Hmm…
Dec. 10
Try to finish two papers for KASPIL today and send my answers to my blockmate for INTFILO. I think we're suppose to eat out later tonight because it was Mom's birthday yesterday and we didn't celebrate it with my dad yet. I said I think. That's was the plan last night. Mom had to work yesterday night as well. :D
That's my weekend for this week. I think it's more productive than last week's. :D Just a few days more until we finally complete the requirements and finally it's over! Though I'm not entirely sure if that's a good thing or a bad one…
melancholic
i just suddenly felt melancholic... i miss my baby. WTH! :))
just a few more paperworks...and im good and done with second term. btw, no finals again for us. at least for the finals week. just paperworks and requirements. :D 2 out of 5 already done for KASPIL. 12 more pages to go! yeah! :)) and final paper for ENGLRES. and INTFILO final group paper. *sigh* oh well. there goes my weekend.
shoutout to my mum. it's her birthday today. wheeee! n_n she doesn't know my blog anyway. :)) that's a good thing. :D
just a few more paperworks...and im good and done with second term. btw, no finals again for us. at least for the finals week. just paperworks and requirements. :D 2 out of 5 already done for KASPIL. 12 more pages to go! yeah! :)) and final paper for ENGLRES. and INTFILO final group paper. *sigh* oh well. there goes my weekend.
shoutout to my mum. it's her birthday today. wheeee! n_n she doesn't know my blog anyway. :)) that's a good thing. :D
christmas
Sad… been feeling sad recently. Christmas is just around the corner. Sadly, I don’t feel the presence of it. The country's really down right now even if the supposedly remittance of our modern heroes are to salvage our country. The cool weather every morning is still felt; however, it doesn’t bring any delight like it did before when I was young. Things are really different now. Yes I know that change is inevitable in our lives but I never thought it would be this drastic. People say that our lives are like wheels; you can be on top one minute and at the bottom the next. You never know what life may bring.
Speaking of life, I can't believe I'm almost graduating. Just two more years. Two more years, Dad. I'm going to help you don't worry. I'm in my sophomore year in college; don't you and Mom worry yourselves about me and the future. There's definitely a future for us. There's nothing else that can distract me from doing what I have to do. Doing what my obligation is. Doing what needs to be done. I won't let our family down. I know you guys are relying on me. I won't fail you like my sister did. I learned from other people's lives and I have enough experiences and knowledge to last me this long in life. You guys taught me well. I know I'm a strong person. I know I'm strong enough to handle what life will throw at me. This time around, no more distractions. It’s finally over. I'm dealing with what matters in my life -- our family. I'm going to take care of our family. I'm going to graduate and you'll see me go up the stage and get my diploma, Dad. I'm doing this for you, for the family. I gave up my dream for the moment just so I can fulfill what you guys want for me. I have no idea where I'm going or what this will bring me. As long as you guys are there right by my side, believing in me that I can do this, that I can accomplish anything, I know I won't fall astray. I just wish that you won't leave me in the middle of my journey. I've had enough people leave my side while on this journey. Please don't. Lord please be kind enough to give my family, esp. my Dad, good health and harmony for our family.
It's sad that things are not how they used to be. I now know what you and Mom are feeling when I was still a kid. I now realize the reality that life is not laden in a silver platter. Not everything in life lasts forever. But that not necessarily mean that we should give up. Rather, we should work harder and prove that we'll be able to make it. Challenges are not given to us if God knows we are not capable of overcoming them. I know our family will survive. I just wish it'll wait for me… After all of this, I'm going to pursue my dream. Even if I don't get to finish it, even just half of it will do for me. As long as I got to feel how it was to live my dream would be enough for me. This is my wish before I depart. Just in case. I'm going to bring back what we had before. It might not be all, but at least half of it I'd try. Or I will die trying. I won't give up without a fight. I promise you that. I know you guys are proud of me. Of what I've accomplished so far. I won't stop there. I won't stop chasing my dreams. It will remain a dream if I don't do something to attain it. I'm glad that even if my life's twisted and everything, I'm still given great parents to be my mentors, to be my family. Merry Christmas, Mom and Dad, I love you.
Your daughter Elise
christmas wishlist
Christmas is just a couple of weeks left. I haven't made any Christmas shopping yet. :)) I don't know. I don't feel the spirit like I used to. Maybe it's because we're busy with all the deadlines we have to meet. Ugh! Anyway, I hope the stress would all be over and done with. So I can finally start my Christmas shopping. :)) of course I have a few things in mind that I want too. :D if I have a secret Santa out there somewhere, I hope he/she/it gets to read this. =))
- Tickets for the dolphin show in Moa before it leaves :))
- Pillow/ beanbag from It's Cool. (Go to SM Manila. There's a small boutique there or in Gift Gate :D) Preferably the dolphin or the cute, cute doggie with a path on his left eye n_n
- Converse Chuck Taylor (either of the three :D)
Adidas flip flops that I have been eyeing since August (if it's still there.. >.<)
Starbucks organizer!! Or any organizer. That would help me get ready for next year and next term. :D
Jostein Gaarder's Solitaire Mystery. My god! I want a copy of my own. This is my all-time favorite read! The last time I read this was way back in 6th grade. Borrowed from Stacey.
A new wardrobe for next term! Haha I never realized that I have a few clothes that are actually "wearable" for school. I can't exactly wear something so daring like skirts or shorts because I commute. Let's see if I have the courage next term. :))
Sony w800i. I want and I love :D
Or maybe Xda instead. Xda IIi to be exact :D if that's possible, cancel out the w800i. =))
Havaianas flip flops. :D
A new pair of glasses with my current grade
Oh yeah. To my Christmas Cringle person, to make it easier for you. kidding;) it's just a list of wishful thinking =))
long weekend part 1
Before, I've been complaining that I want a break, I need a break from all the chaos, stress, and deadlines. I finally got to get my wish, but I slacked off. Now I know why it's not yet time for me to receive the entire break that I wanted. I think I had enough for this week of that break. A lot and a few happened (does it make sense?) within the four-day weekend.
Nov. 30
We were supposedly having our alternative classes but Reming arrived and spoiled everything. Well thanks to Reming, I finally got to experience a "holiday" that affected my schedule. Mean much? Sorry na.. :D Woke up later than my usual wake-up time but it felt great. Decided to make an entry because 1. nothing much to do and 2. something's bugging me, but had no idea what. Then come afternoon, I finally got my answer. The reason why Intuition bugged me the whole day. So rant and rave. :)) I made two entries and wasn't really satisfied with the last one so I made another one that really expressed what I felt. My buds and I were wondering if Reming really was leaving because we were to go to Moa the next day. That night it rained, and decided that we discuss it over the next day.
Dec.1
Posted my "more expressed" entry right after I woke up. We finally decided that we're going. =)) It almost didn't push through because of Reming. Good thing he/she/it left. When we arrived at Moa, one of the entrance doors got trashed by the wind. Good thing our friend arrived or else we would have been hit by the bubog. =)) Anyway, we ate at Sakae Sushi courtesy of galbes. n_n Thanks for the treat. :D After eating, we walked around and went to the sea view in front of Moa. Camwhored. =)) just trying to kill time because we were to watch Happy Feet come 3.30pm. Bought Starbucks before entering iMax. Inside, camwhored again. =)) We saw some of our batchmates back in high school. After watching, decided we head back home because we had to commute back and it wouldn't be safe if we went home late. Oh yeah, when I got home, I logged in and checked if people viewed my latest entry. And they did. =)) I got to chat with FL as well. :D
Dec. 2
What a boring day! Man! I barely did anything at all! Galbes and I were suppose to go somewhere but didn't push through because she didn't feel well. So I stayed at home typing all the way and was able to make two entries once again. Already posted one, just finishing the other one and maybe I'll post it sometime this week. Almost done with a book I was reading. Before I really wanted to finish the book as soon as I can, but now that there are only two chapters left, I'm actually stopping myself in finishing it. I dread that I won't do anything after finishing it. =))
Dec.3
Just realized I had homework to do that I didn't do for the past three days. :)) typical student. Actually, it's entirely reading homework. And it sucks! Imagine reading 50+ pages of photocopied works from the library in one sitting. Ugh! Yeah I know I need not finish the entire thing in one sitting but for sure I won't remember what the theme of the reading material is if I didn't finish it. Already did my psychology assignment, but still lacks a few details. I'm running out of things to say that's why. Just need to read (ugh!) the photocopied materials for KASPIL and make a reflection paper about them. My heck! That's a lot! I hope it's not one paper for one article because if it is, my brain's sabaw already just thinking about it. And finally, it's the last day for my antibiotics! Wheee I can eat anything I want once again :D
So yeah had a long weekend. Don't think it's that productive though. Wait till next week. I wonder what'll happen. =)) Poor Lasalians. We sure are going to experience cramming for the last two weeks. Wonder how it'll turn out. :D =))
Nov. 30
We were supposedly having our alternative classes but Reming arrived and spoiled everything. Well thanks to Reming, I finally got to experience a "holiday" that affected my schedule. Mean much? Sorry na.. :D Woke up later than my usual wake-up time but it felt great. Decided to make an entry because 1. nothing much to do and 2. something's bugging me, but had no idea what. Then come afternoon, I finally got my answer. The reason why Intuition bugged me the whole day. So rant and rave. :)) I made two entries and wasn't really satisfied with the last one so I made another one that really expressed what I felt. My buds and I were wondering if Reming really was leaving because we were to go to Moa the next day. That night it rained, and decided that we discuss it over the next day.
Dec.1
Posted my "more expressed" entry right after I woke up. We finally decided that we're going. =)) It almost didn't push through because of Reming. Good thing he/she/it left. When we arrived at Moa, one of the entrance doors got trashed by the wind. Good thing our friend arrived or else we would have been hit by the bubog. =)) Anyway, we ate at Sakae Sushi courtesy of galbes. n_n Thanks for the treat. :D After eating, we walked around and went to the sea view in front of Moa. Camwhored. =)) just trying to kill time because we were to watch Happy Feet come 3.30pm. Bought Starbucks before entering iMax. Inside, camwhored again. =)) We saw some of our batchmates back in high school. After watching, decided we head back home because we had to commute back and it wouldn't be safe if we went home late. Oh yeah, when I got home, I logged in and checked if people viewed my latest entry. And they did. =)) I got to chat with FL as well. :D
Dec. 2
What a boring day! Man! I barely did anything at all! Galbes and I were suppose to go somewhere but didn't push through because she didn't feel well. So I stayed at home typing all the way and was able to make two entries once again. Already posted one, just finishing the other one and maybe I'll post it sometime this week. Almost done with a book I was reading. Before I really wanted to finish the book as soon as I can, but now that there are only two chapters left, I'm actually stopping myself in finishing it. I dread that I won't do anything after finishing it. =))
Dec.3
Just realized I had homework to do that I didn't do for the past three days. :)) typical student. Actually, it's entirely reading homework. And it sucks! Imagine reading 50+ pages of photocopied works from the library in one sitting. Ugh! Yeah I know I need not finish the entire thing in one sitting but for sure I won't remember what the theme of the reading material is if I didn't finish it. Already did my psychology assignment, but still lacks a few details. I'm running out of things to say that's why. Just need to read (ugh!) the photocopied materials for KASPIL and make a reflection paper about them. My heck! That's a lot! I hope it's not one paper for one article because if it is, my brain's sabaw already just thinking about it. And finally, it's the last day for my antibiotics! Wheee I can eat anything I want once again :D
So yeah had a long weekend. Don't think it's that productive though. Wait till next week. I wonder what'll happen. =)) Poor Lasalians. We sure are going to experience cramming for the last two weeks. Wonder how it'll turn out. :D =))
oceans and endlessness
Upon watching happy feet yesterday, I finally felt fulfilled because I was able to watch what I wanted to see. It was so-so. The singing and dancing were cute and I was already able to watch how the penguins lived when we watched a documentary in biology; the same things were showed in the movie. Behind the cuteness and all, my fear was once again realized…
Both in the documentary and the movie, there were scenes were the penguins had to go to the ocean to get food. Whenever there are scenes of oceans and the vastness of it faces me, I don't know why I'm either panic-stricken or fidgety. The darkness of the ocean floor scares me and I can't seem to look at it for a long time. I can't bear watching ocean documentaries, esp. when they feature certain sea creatures like sharks. But I know that it can't be helped to not feature them because they are part of ocean life. I don't like being in the ocean nor seeing the ocean while I am in the water. For some reason, I get tense. There was a scene in the movie where Mumble (not sure of the name haha correct me if im wrong :d) and his Mexican penguin friends accidentally let a construction vehicle thingy (what was the vehicle called?hahaha)drop into the ocean and while the vehicle sank to the bottom of the ocean, Mumble was looking at it. The darkness of the ocean was once again present and that time while watching, I felt like hugging my limbs and not finish the movie. But I fought the urge to do so and continued watching, though I looked away instead of leaving the theater. Yes, I know that concepts about the ocean will be present in the movie but I still watched it. I don't plan to let my fear get the best of me. I don't plan to miss things in life just because of that fear but it still affects me when I see it. I try my best to fight it but I don't know why I just can't seem to overcome it.
And once again, I got startled and screamed while watching yesterday. At least I wasn't the only one who got startled; my bezzie was startled as well and we screamed at the same scene at the same time. Too bad for my galbes because she was in between me and bezzie in the movie house. :D The scene was when Mumble was about to be eaten by a leopard seal and the chase was on between the two of them. The leopard seal reminded me of sharks because of some features that were emphasized in the movie. I just can't watch it without having to look another way when the setting is the ocean! Annoying! The vast and dark endless is the one scaring me. And the thought that it is the ocean and predators are present in the waters gives me the chills. *sigh* When oh when will I overcome you, Endlessness??
Both in the documentary and the movie, there were scenes were the penguins had to go to the ocean to get food. Whenever there are scenes of oceans and the vastness of it faces me, I don't know why I'm either panic-stricken or fidgety. The darkness of the ocean floor scares me and I can't seem to look at it for a long time. I can't bear watching ocean documentaries, esp. when they feature certain sea creatures like sharks. But I know that it can't be helped to not feature them because they are part of ocean life. I don't like being in the ocean nor seeing the ocean while I am in the water. For some reason, I get tense. There was a scene in the movie where Mumble (not sure of the name haha correct me if im wrong :d) and his Mexican penguin friends accidentally let a construction vehicle thingy (what was the vehicle called?hahaha)drop into the ocean and while the vehicle sank to the bottom of the ocean, Mumble was looking at it. The darkness of the ocean was once again present and that time while watching, I felt like hugging my limbs and not finish the movie. But I fought the urge to do so and continued watching, though I looked away instead of leaving the theater. Yes, I know that concepts about the ocean will be present in the movie but I still watched it. I don't plan to let my fear get the best of me. I don't plan to miss things in life just because of that fear but it still affects me when I see it. I try my best to fight it but I don't know why I just can't seem to overcome it.
And once again, I got startled and screamed while watching yesterday. At least I wasn't the only one who got startled; my bezzie was startled as well and we screamed at the same scene at the same time. Too bad for my galbes because she was in between me and bezzie in the movie house. :D The scene was when Mumble was about to be eaten by a leopard seal and the chase was on between the two of them. The leopard seal reminded me of sharks because of some features that were emphasized in the movie. I just can't watch it without having to look another way when the setting is the ocean! Annoying! The vast and dark endless is the one scaring me. And the thought that it is the ocean and predators are present in the waters gives me the chills. *sigh* When oh when will I overcome you, Endlessness??
a friend?
"It's so nice to wake up every morning all alone and not have to tell somebody you love them when you don't love them anymore..."
I got this quote from my childhood friend's blog. He actually sent me this quote before but I wasn't able to relate to it entirely that time; however, now's another time. It's so true. I finally realized the entirety of the situation I am in. And about time I woke up from the fantasy I was in. No more. It's pointless. It's always the same pattern. The person hiding behind someone else's back. When will Person stand up on his own? Does he think that his "shield" will be there forever? I think I'm not the only one who was living in a dream. Face the facts, you're about to be left there alone. On your own. In a few month's time. After that, who will protect you? Now answer that. Ok, this entry will be directed to someone once again. You can actually leave now. No one is forcing you to read my blog. This is mine. My site. My property. And I'll do whatever I want with it and say whatever I want in it. Why are you guilty? You can’t manage on your own? Why are you reacting? Does it say the truth? I actually have no idea what entry you people are referring to. I'm assuming the entry is my message for him. I'm not the one who started this. I intended the message for you to read, not for anyone else. For you to know or whatever. You need not react actually. But now I know you did but you actually had to let someone react for you once again. How typical of you. The very same thing that happened last year. I don't feel anything for you, no emotion while I am telling you this. Because the entry was really intended for you. Now, what about the person who reacted for you? Your "shield"?
Okay Shield. You want to meddle into someone else's business? Fine. I know you are friends with him, but you need not meddle with his problems. That is for him to solve, not yours. You as his friend can give him pieces of advice or whatever, but you do not fight his fight. It's not yours to win to begin with. He won't learn to have a backbone if you keep on fighting his battles for him. I know you want to protect him from all the "ugliness" the world can throw at him, but it's about time you let him face it. There's no point in hiding him because eventually you can't always be there for him. And now that you are about to leave that place, there's no more point in letting him be dependent of you. He'll be alone there eventually. Let him face the consequences that he has to face. In the end, he has to face the music. Besides, this is our problem. You're not included in this. I actually find humor in this. Why? Because you're not directly affected with this problem. You're not directly involved in this. This is between me and him. But you speak and act as if you were the one affected, not him. And the entry wasn't meant for you, it was meant for him. That should have been my last entry directed at him, but you had to react to it. Why are you the one who's mad? You think it's wrong that I direct message through my blog? You think it's cowardly act?. Speak for yourself. Didn't you use to do the same thing before? Ok, I leave that to your judgment because that's how you feel about it. I don't intend to change that; that's your opinion. But you judge me without knowing the sides of the story or what the intentions are. It's actually selfish of you because that's the only way I can let out my emotions and you still want to deprive me of that. Who do you think you are to deprive me of such right? You believe that I should tell him this in person. But do we get the opportunity to do such? Actually, there were chances but I'm not the one who's not facing the music, it's him. If you only listen to the other side of the story, not just one. You're actually being unfair. I thought you were my friend. I guess not. You don’t understand nor try to understand my situation. I'm the one who is the victim here, not him, not his current. I was the one who let go, and you still take that against me. What do you want me to do? Just accept everything and endure it? No! That's not how it's going to be. I'm human too in case you forgot. I'm not a martyr to take all the accusations you have thrown at me. I've already became a martyr when I gave him up, and you still expect me to be a martyr with my emotions? No! That's too much!
You know what? You actually have a fault with what happened to us. If you did not tolerate his actions and instead told him to be honest, this would not have happened. You actually sided with him. You tolerated his actions even if you knew they were wrong. You actually asked him why he told me, that he could have just denied everything. In that case, you're also making me look stupid. You're not being a good friend. To him nor to me. You're not teaching him anything that's of moral value. You're actually telling him how to cheat. My God! What a friend. Is that how you treat your friends? I guess people were right when they said that you are truly biased. You are not my friend. Now I realize that. Because if you were, you would have looked out for my best interests as well, not only his. You would have considered my feelings, not only his. How disappointing. Maybe that's the reason why you two get along. You have the same level of thinking. Can't blame you though.
If you believe that it's pathetic of me to write everything down instead of telling it to him straight, you got it wrong. I guess you don't know me. This is the only way for now that I can tell him and you all this. If fate will let us meet, don't worry I'll tell you personally. I'm not a coward. I'm actually telling the world what I have to say to both of you. Is that what you call a coward? If it is, then I don't know your definition of brave is. You're actually defeating the purpose of a blog. A blog is like a journal. A person writes his feelings in a blog. And that's just exactly what I did. That's what I felt so that's what I wrote. Kung sa tingin mo ang baba ko sa pagsulat ko ng mga ito sa blog ko, e di mas mababa ka pa sa akin dahil pinatulan mo ang mga sinabi ko.
I got this quote from my childhood friend's blog. He actually sent me this quote before but I wasn't able to relate to it entirely that time; however, now's another time. It's so true. I finally realized the entirety of the situation I am in. And about time I woke up from the fantasy I was in. No more. It's pointless. It's always the same pattern. The person hiding behind someone else's back. When will Person stand up on his own? Does he think that his "shield" will be there forever? I think I'm not the only one who was living in a dream. Face the facts, you're about to be left there alone. On your own. In a few month's time. After that, who will protect you? Now answer that. Ok, this entry will be directed to someone once again. You can actually leave now. No one is forcing you to read my blog. This is mine. My site. My property. And I'll do whatever I want with it and say whatever I want in it. Why are you guilty? You can’t manage on your own? Why are you reacting? Does it say the truth? I actually have no idea what entry you people are referring to. I'm assuming the entry is my message for him. I'm not the one who started this. I intended the message for you to read, not for anyone else. For you to know or whatever. You need not react actually. But now I know you did but you actually had to let someone react for you once again. How typical of you. The very same thing that happened last year. I don't feel anything for you, no emotion while I am telling you this. Because the entry was really intended for you. Now, what about the person who reacted for you? Your "shield"?
Okay Shield. You want to meddle into someone else's business? Fine. I know you are friends with him, but you need not meddle with his problems. That is for him to solve, not yours. You as his friend can give him pieces of advice or whatever, but you do not fight his fight. It's not yours to win to begin with. He won't learn to have a backbone if you keep on fighting his battles for him. I know you want to protect him from all the "ugliness" the world can throw at him, but it's about time you let him face it. There's no point in hiding him because eventually you can't always be there for him. And now that you are about to leave that place, there's no more point in letting him be dependent of you. He'll be alone there eventually. Let him face the consequences that he has to face. In the end, he has to face the music. Besides, this is our problem. You're not included in this. I actually find humor in this. Why? Because you're not directly affected with this problem. You're not directly involved in this. This is between me and him. But you speak and act as if you were the one affected, not him. And the entry wasn't meant for you, it was meant for him. That should have been my last entry directed at him, but you had to react to it. Why are you the one who's mad? You think it's wrong that I direct message through my blog? You think it's cowardly act?. Speak for yourself. Didn't you use to do the same thing before? Ok, I leave that to your judgment because that's how you feel about it. I don't intend to change that; that's your opinion. But you judge me without knowing the sides of the story or what the intentions are. It's actually selfish of you because that's the only way I can let out my emotions and you still want to deprive me of that. Who do you think you are to deprive me of such right? You believe that I should tell him this in person. But do we get the opportunity to do such? Actually, there were chances but I'm not the one who's not facing the music, it's him. If you only listen to the other side of the story, not just one. You're actually being unfair. I thought you were my friend. I guess not. You don’t understand nor try to understand my situation. I'm the one who is the victim here, not him, not his current. I was the one who let go, and you still take that against me. What do you want me to do? Just accept everything and endure it? No! That's not how it's going to be. I'm human too in case you forgot. I'm not a martyr to take all the accusations you have thrown at me. I've already became a martyr when I gave him up, and you still expect me to be a martyr with my emotions? No! That's too much!
You know what? You actually have a fault with what happened to us. If you did not tolerate his actions and instead told him to be honest, this would not have happened. You actually sided with him. You tolerated his actions even if you knew they were wrong. You actually asked him why he told me, that he could have just denied everything. In that case, you're also making me look stupid. You're not being a good friend. To him nor to me. You're not teaching him anything that's of moral value. You're actually telling him how to cheat. My God! What a friend. Is that how you treat your friends? I guess people were right when they said that you are truly biased. You are not my friend. Now I realize that. Because if you were, you would have looked out for my best interests as well, not only his. You would have considered my feelings, not only his. How disappointing. Maybe that's the reason why you two get along. You have the same level of thinking. Can't blame you though.
If you believe that it's pathetic of me to write everything down instead of telling it to him straight, you got it wrong. I guess you don't know me. This is the only way for now that I can tell him and you all this. If fate will let us meet, don't worry I'll tell you personally. I'm not a coward. I'm actually telling the world what I have to say to both of you. Is that what you call a coward? If it is, then I don't know your definition of brave is. You're actually defeating the purpose of a blog. A blog is like a journal. A person writes his feelings in a blog. And that's just exactly what I did. That's what I felt so that's what I wrote. Kung sa tingin mo ang baba ko sa pagsulat ko ng mga ito sa blog ko, e di mas mababa ka pa sa akin dahil pinatulan mo ang mga sinabi ko.